you are my addiction`

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Down N Hurt

went to buka with sara, j n noraini yesterday at simpang Bedok. The mee hong kong i ate really taste sucks! waste my penny earn..we had a wonderful time.Saw liyana, manja n others too..

My relationship sucks nowadays..
its either him or me who will create problem.
we can be happy for a moment but its only a while..
i dunno..he said i spend more time with my frens..
i finished sch late yesterday, so i decided to buka outside n i dun need to rush..
i cried yesterday..
if i collect all my tears i think it will be like 10 pails?
too exaggerating?
oklah a pail?
half a pail?
ok still exaggerating..?
den it would be a jug..
oklah2 half a cup..........

wat do i have to do?
actually i gave up already..
i can be very patient but there's a limit..
i tried my best..
i controlled my temper, my moods..
but still im getting this..
i tried spending my precious time with him..
but we will end up quarelling..
i hate it..
stress seh..
lama2 i can do the psychiatric nursing on myself..
i'm having headaches n stomach flu(i tink)..
n dat uneasy feeling on my stomach is really irritating..

Should i break up?!
i'm so pissed off..
i noe its a long relationship between me n him..
but wats the use of it when im not happy..
im sad n i miss him..
but i can't tolerate anymore..

i think u all will c me in icu soon..
diagnosed with poisoning..
of drinking clorox+dynamo+1kg sugar+1kg prunes(konon2 sweet n sour taste ah tu) like real!

nolah..i won't be doing dat.
at most pun i hang myself upside down..
oklah gtg..
slmt berbuka soon..

better off dead.
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